I'm moving.

With the untimely demise of my old blog due to Wendy deleting it I will longer be using blogger.com to carry my thoughts anymore. I'm moving over to live journal. Keeping this blog only reminds of how much I've lost in my previous blog. Thanks for reading and take care.

Relationships are hard

I am currently working on things with my ex Wendy. It's hard work. There is so much mistrust from her. I understand though. I fucked up, not her. Today is the kind of day where we really need to put the extra effort in. I hurt her feelings earlier today and she was got caught doing something. Love is strange sometimes. As she sleeps in the next room I wonder if we'll ever be right again. I love her so much. I try to undo all the bad things but it's challenging. I keep praying that my issue's and her's will be worked out. I hope that we both have the strength move forward.