Relationships are hard

I am currently working on things with my ex Wendy. It's hard work. There is so much mistrust from her. I understand though. I fucked up, not her. Today is the kind of day where we really need to put the extra effort in. I hurt her feelings earlier today and she was got caught doing something. Love is strange sometimes. As she sleeps in the next room I wonder if we'll ever be right again. I love her so much. I try to undo all the bad things but it's challenging. I keep praying that my issue's and her's will be worked out. I hope that we both have the strength move forward.